Rozaline North (north) wrote,
Rozaline North
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school started

School started Monday. whoop dee doo. It is very lonely, and I miss everyone. I dont have classes with any of my friends. Its all very surreal to me that I'm already back in school. It feels like summer never had an official ending. Just like it stopped all of a sudden.

I have been sitting in my room for the past few days just replaying the same song. Cause it describes how I feel so well. Its kind of a love song, but thats not the part that really applies to me. I guess I just get something completely different from it. here's some of the lyrics...well all of them....


Six o'clock in the morning
You're the last to hear the warning
You've been trying to throw your arms around the world

You've been falling off the sidewalk
Your lips move but you can't talk
Tryin' to throw your arms around the world

I'm gonna run to you...run to you...run to you...be still
I'm gonna run to you...run to you...run to you...woman I will

Sunrise like a nosebleed, your head hurts and you can't breathe
You been tryin' to throw you arms around the world
How far are you gonna go before you lose your way back home?
You've been trying to throw your arms around the world

I'm gonna run to you...

I dreamed that I saw Dali with a supermarket trolley
He was trying to throw his arms around a girl
He took an open top beetle through the eye of a needle
He was tryin' to throw his arms around the world

I'm gonna run to you...

Nothin' much to say I guess, just the same as all the rest
Been trying to throw your arms around the world
A woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle
When you're tryin' to throw your arms around the world

I'm gonna run to you...run to you
I'm gonna run to you...run to you
I'm gonna run to you...run to you
Woman be still...woman be still
Be still...woman be still, woman I will


And I guess, the parts that just mean a lot to me, personally are the parts about throwing your arms around the world. Cause, right now, thats how i have been feeling. Just... trying to "reach out" to people lately. But failing at it so far i suppose. And then it seems to be saying, how you should just wait and something great will come your way.... "I'm gonna run to you, run to you.. be still" I dont know. I could be interpretting the song all wrong, but thats what it means to me, and it makes me cry every time.

Well, my best friend is gone right now, and no matter how much she can get on my nerves at times, I depend on her a lot. Its scary... cause I never really realized that I actually need her. Its weird. I guess we're just so close, and now that shes gone, even if its only for a little while, i miss her a lot.

Hmm, well.... I guess thats about all I have to write for today. Until then...

-Roza-
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